Well Hi Again

Well hi....again! 

I took a long step away from the blogging world for a while there to catch my breathe, to make it simple. I was thinking about how much I missed writing and just connecting with people online over the same interests and little joys in life, then I just stopped and thought I'm going to do this again and this time I am going to just do it for me and enjoy it again because I miss having that little hobby that keeps me happy and also busy. 

So where have I been? What have I been doing? Well lets begin...

The last time I blogged or even did consistant youtube videos was around mid 2018, I was 24 years old and now here we are two years later now 26 and moved away from Glasgow, working full time and finally living a much happier life. Now do bare with me because I know I'm going to sound like I'm writing a memoir.

I have touched on the changes in my life on some of my most up to date youtube videos but I'll go over it in a little more detail on here. Going back to 2018, October came along and my life took a big turn. To cut a long now irrelevant story short I went through a break that had been 6 years long which ended up being the best thing that ever happened to me. 

Now single and basically catching up on my life that I missed out on for most of my twenties with my best friend who really has just been my rock through all the hard ships and always there at the best of times too. We have been going on nights out, having shopping days and having chilled nights in talking about boys and eating too much popcorn. I also can not tell you much gin and tequila we have consumed in the past year, I think it's too much to even admit!

Moving onto May and everything starts to change in the best way. Not to get too cheesy but I met somoene who ended up being a really important part of my life and now I'm in the best and the most healthiest relationship I have ever been in. 

Which brings me to now, I have ended up moving away from my home in Glasgow and moved to Telford to be with him. You honestly don't realise and appreciate just how hard long distance is in a relatioship especially when all you want is to be around that person all the time but you can't because you're miles away. So we were both were happy with me moving down and starting our life properly together. It's 100% the best descion I've ever made, because now I'm finally content and happy which I hadn't truly been in a long time. 

This did lead me to leave my job back in Glasgow which now that I don't work there anymore can say where, which was the Disney Store. I'd been there for four years and as much as I enjoyed it I wasn't fufilled by it like I could of been in. As much as I enjoyed my time there for the most part and meeting some of my closest friends from there, I will say this to everyone if you are a massive Disney fan working for them probably isn't the best thing to do. It's still retail at the end of the day, it's not a park you're working at, its not quite the same at all. Honestly being screamed at over a plastic toy by angry mothers constantly doesn't exactly do much for your mental health.  With this doesn't mean I won't post any Disney content in the future because I will but it will be nothing like it used to be on my socials as most people I think have noticed within the last year. My last Disney haul was in 2018, I've had so many requests to do more but the truth is I don't buy as much merch like I used to, now that I'm older my priorites have changed and buying a pair of pjs with a character on it for the sake of a video isn't on that list anymore. There are a few things that I've eyed up but I'm in ro rush to buy them like I used to. 

Anyway back to moving! I had my leaving nights with my best friends and family which was lovely and I'm so lucky to have the greatest people in my life to celebrate my achievements with and have them be supportive of what I want to do in life. So special mention to my Disney bois! 

This was the first time I've ever moved away from home or even moved out of my parents house, it was very sad, scary but also exciting. I do really miss my dog, like ridiculous amounts if you follow me on instagram you'll know how much I post her doing nothing on my feed just cause! Leaving my mum has probably been my most challenging part of it all. I've lived with my mum all my life so leavng was one of the hardest things but she has always said to me I need to live my life and be happy and the truth is I'm only 4 hours away on the train it's easy for me to come home and visit. 

So that leads me to right now, I'm finally working in a full time job I'm comfortable in and finally feel happy with my life. Sometimes life throws a spanner in the works just to prepare you for whats to come. What is so lovely is that I have so many kind messages from people over on instagram saying how much happier I look and how I'm living a much happier life, it's so nice that people have noticed. 

I'm feeling motivated and excited about blogging again and I'm simply doing this for me this time to keep my brain busy and feel good about myself. Thank you so much to everyone who has been so patient with me making my come back to this world. Youtube is still up in the air for me at this moment in time but I will probably make a return when it is the right time for me.

Big love to you all!

Rebecca 

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